God has been convicting me with the areas in my life that I need to change.
I want to be committed to God and accepting of his plans for me. Sometimes I have to remind myself that life is short. This is it. I get angry at myself for wasting time watching television shows and spending money on clothes when i could have read the bible or spent it on charity or a coffee for a friend. but God does not condemn, He is mighty to save. Change doesn't come over night, it takes time. I don't give thanks to God as much as i should, actually, i don't at all. I mean, i pray before i eat, sometimes, and that's it. Not when i get home safely or when i have a great day at school. Those things seem so ritualistic, so normal that giving thanks doesn't come to my mind. It is the small things that count, the things that we don't realize until it passes that we take for granted.