There is only two more days left of this quarter. Really excited for spring break but at the same time, i am worried about my english research essay. this quarter has been the most stressful because of the amount of research that you have to put in and balancing that with other homework assignments and classes. now that there's only five more days till it is due, i am can't help but regret the time i've spend worrying and wasting time when i could have done more research. even now, i am slacking so much. the fear of failure after all the stress, time, and tears it took for me to get this far, is what i want to avoid. God is so faithful and mercifull. i now appreciate the free time that i have in really making the most out of it. instead of sleeping in, i'll read a book, or go out on a walk and smell the fresh air. can't wait for this quarter to be over. but i want this paper done so i can stop worrying about it and truly say that i tried my best.

what worries me is that i might unintentionally plagiarize. it's difficult to trace your ideas back to its source. and to be confident that your idea is original and not from another person.

i am sure that when i look back at this post, i will be a better, stronger, and more grateful person that i am now. my faith makes the challenges much more smaller than they seem.